Just as I was different yesterday.
Tomorrow I will be different still.
This year I have lost as much as I have gained.
'...never thought that I'd love someone, that was someone else's dream.'
I never thought I had the capacity to love at all.


The 5 Stages of Grief1. DenialThe 5 Stages of Grief
There’s an old woman sitting in the opposite corner of the crowded emergency ward, her face is obscured by the tears in my eyes. She’s staring at us, at my grandfather lying on the narrow hospital bed dying, dead. The old woman doesn’t avert her eyes as if the geographical proximity of the moment entitles her to watch, like her own twisted form of reality entertainment. I turn my back to stare at the edging along the wall I hear my own conscious voice deny what is happening I hear nothing else, as if the screams of the other patients have been put on mute.
No part of my memory allows me to clearly see the f


Teenagers Don't Fall In LoveI can see the river from the window in my room. I can watch the sunrise from the hall. I can tell when he arrives to pick me up every morning. Because his parents bought him a car that has paint which shines black. I can feel him waiting outside my bedroom door for me to come out. I can hear the smile in his voice when he tells me to hurry up.Teenagers Don't Fall In Love
I know he’s too good for me. I know that it isn’t possible that he could be using me. But the thought of telling him the truth, scares me. I don’t want to find out that I meant nothing, or maybe that I meant something but not enough. I don’t want to know that I’m just an experiment, a back


Letter To The FallenDear Fallen Knight,Letter To The Fallen
Do you remember that night, not so long ago when the stars were shining bright in the clear of the night? Even if you don’t, I do, I’ve got a reminder, a reminder forever of you. Don’t know what I’m talking about? Or don’t you even care? Have you read up to this point or did you throw out the letter as soon as you saw the cursive address so reluctantly penned to the front of this envelope.
I felt that I needed to write everything down because it was eating up what’s left of my soul. I’m not doing this for you I stopped that and almost forgot what it was like to do something just for me. Too late,
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Tick: Death. The eternal blink. The capricious dance of Now Ya Stop Movin' Forever. Well contrary to popular belief, death isn't just for dead people. It can happen to anyone.
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Tick: Death. The eternal blink. The capricious dance of Now Ya Stop Movin' Forever. Well contrary to popular belief, death isn't just for dead people. It can happen to anyone.
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Tick: Death. The eternal blink. The capricious dance of Now Ya Stop Movin' Forever. Well contrary to popular belief, death isn't just for dead people. It can happen to anyone.
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